Sleepy Pig / Applied for HDB flat

This weekend i can safely say that I am a pig lol
Sleep a lot... LOL! both saturday and sunday.. took nap somemore, and it's never enough of rest! LOL

I think i am in hibernating mode.... Can someone let me hug to slp?

HDB Flat...
My parents use my name to coapply the Jade Spring Yishun flats.....
Shortlisted....
Going to choose house number mid April.
The only thing i dont get is... why always Yishun?
I have stayed b4 in every area of Yishun i can safely say. Somehow feel like staying somewhere more central or at least.. MORE NEAR TO MRT! LOL!!!!
Sheesh
How I wish i have my own room~~ lalalalala
Few more years to own my actual apartment.... :)

Seven Deadly Sins - Greed

When will people stop craving for more?
There are always time when we get what we wanted. But we start to ask for more(no matter what). We will start to demand more and when we are unable to get what we want, we will feel disappointed.

But come to think of it.... should we really feel disappointed?
We have actually already get what we wanted in the first place, shouldn't we feel glad instead?
I wonder what's with Human Nature constantly wanting more,no wonder Greed is one of the Seven Deadly Sins.

Are we innately sinners?

戴佩妮 - 防空洞

I think this song is super nice lor...

戴佩妮 - 防空洞





还记得那一次你将你的手
小心的放进我的口袋轻声的说不要颤抖
还记得那一次你擦干我的泪
还坚持将我低下的头紧紧的贴进你的胸口
我有多久没感动过若不是你那么强烈的保护我
若不是你的那一句你有的不多
却愿意把最好的都留给我

你要我住进你心里的防空洞
不让无谓的思绪暗涌
再多分扰也都没有用
你决定了我所有的喜怒哀愁
你把我带到一个停泊的港口让回忆可以避避风
仰望着夜空听潮起潮落
为你我不在向往着漂流

Somehow reading the lyrics makes me feel like finding a partner too...
How wonderful can it be if we can really find such a partner

Is this is the Loving season?
My friends are either getting attached or are attached.

One Litres Of Tears

Recently, saw this title again.....

I remeber i spend one day to finish the whole drama serial.... it was how fanatic i am

Aya , her bravery and determination in facing the problem
The support that her family gave..
The tearing scenes....
The awesome theme songs... complete this fantastic drama..

I still rmb got one part is where i always feel very emotional....
Aya's brother was ashamed of Aya's handicap as his friends keep laughing at him..
Aya's sister... upon seeing her brother is not fighting back. Slap him and scolded him while crying even though she was always jealous of Aya

That part... always make me feel teary.
Especially the first time i see the scene. I recap of all the things Aya went through.. and what her sister did.. it certainly bring tears to my eyes.

K - Only Human ( The song that i like best in the drama)



Very nice.. please listen
I always like to think of We are only Human whenever i see this title... and ya, we are really only human.

I am Still Wanted :p

First Part of the Day
Went to Vivocity to see Cosplay event, sad to say , a bit disappointing
But i believe it's not really a big Cosplay event even though in Singapore
Ate Dian Xiao Er, to me.. it's overrated la. Exp.. and the stuff not exactly very nice


Went to TMC....
Omg..... go in.... People start following me around... LOL!!!......And a few guys start calling me cute lol :P

Saw one guy who look like one of the officer I like last time......
But he got hearing impaired... what a pity...

I can just say.. totally regain my confidence hahahaha


Overall, not a bad day, don feel like updating too much... :P So just leave it at this

Friday, it's the weekend soon!!

Ayumi Ayumi Ayumi~~~ :D
Her Asia Tour totally rocks!!!! Woohoo!!! Her old songs!! Woohoo~~~~

Stocktake in Anchor Point.. sianz 1/2
I saw my Army unit friend today....
LOL! how one mature when Army is over.... : )

I wonder why people like to shop at Queenstown shopping centre for apparel...
The clothes ain't really that cheap to me.
But I do dig a few of the design.... But i nv buy lol

Recently... i saw a guy whom I guess is totally my type.. However... this guy not into me!! :(
Guess part and parcel of life... I reject people b4 too. LOL! Now being the one rejected... it sucks big time. Lucky lucky lucky me.. I am not that desperate for r/s yet. Somemore.. I start to feel that r/s is not that important for me currently..
But I am happy that that guy is sticking around for at least the moment lol
Cant hurt to see Cutie everytime isn't it? LOL!
I becoming Hua chi liao lol :D

Happy can already : ) : ) : ) : )
Work definitel sucks big time.. nowadays I keep finding ways to destress... LOL!
:P :P :P

Feeling of lost

But I do not know why, nowadays I have been feeling rather strange.
I guess I start to have the fear of being lonely.. and no.. I don't mean lonely in terms of being single.
I cant describe it, it's more like I am being afraid of the SENSE of lonely rather than being lonely itself. I got the feeling while taking a cab home from Plaza Sing at around 3+am...
Getting to be a bit of antisocial lifestyle le i guess

Lucky for me... I went to Marriott Hotel and had a good rest in the steamroom/sauna/relaxtion room. The relaxation room is small but very cosy and relaxing.... i can slp inside whole day lol

What happen to the old Taka? Has he slowly changed to someone else...?Someone less secure? Less confident?
This work is seriously taking it's toll on me..... Haiz....

Sad posting now.. but i do believe life will only get better... let's hope for a happy entry next~ LOl

Eerie

Scary...
I am feeling eerily lonely right now....
Very bad feeling...
Better sleep early...
:X

Bad person

Ya la ya la i am the bad guy around here :p

开张大吉 or is it?

Yes~ It's the opening day of my new blog~~
But well not exactly a happy entry... :X

Understanding Of Myself
Sometimes I dont really understand myself...
What do I want for myself?
What's my priorities for now?

Growing up sucks big time
But lucky... i still able to Ku Zong Zuo Le
Trying to put on a happy face is getting harder and harder already....
I still remember when I am younger.. I still percieve myself as a optimistic guy
hehehe let's hope I won't change..

Thoughts about R/S
Sometimes I crave for a relationship... yet... hard to find
Or maybe the right one didn't come.. or perhaps is my character problem...
Someone once told me that you should wait for the right one, what happen if there isn't any right one? Lonely all my life? LOL!

Lonely all my life.. I should have already accepted that when I first believe that I am a homosexual. Guess.... What i really need is just warmth and body contact bah.


Hmm.... let's see....
I guess the only happy thing is at least my life is more busy right now...The gathering days ago i guess is quite good also.. actually makes me more human. Thats what i need for now
Wont be so bored too :D
If not whole day people will hear me say bored bored bored lol.

Temperless
Some people say that I don have temper... but actually. to me, it's not that i don have temper.. just that we have different perspective on the seriousness or type of things that matters.But i do agree in generally i don have much temper


Believe in Others
I believe people in what they told me... in the sense that they do not have any reason to lie to me.Sometimes funny things do happen though

I rmb once during a gathering
Someone bought quite a number of Canadian Pizza
And I ask the person how come buy so many
She told me "My father owns canadian pizza"
LOL~ And I actually do believe her.. in the end of course i was corrected lol
They laugh at me for being guillble lol
But to me.. doesnt really matter.
Everybody happy can already.
But of course , this incident doesnt count at trusting them or they lying to me.. it's just a joke :D

Straightshooter / Honest ?
Sometimes I can be quite blunt or straightforward in my way of talking. But thats because i believe I really have my friend's interest at heart. Somemore, guessing what people actually mean takes too much strength and effort.
Of course.. if i believe the stuff that i say will be very hurting, I will prefer to keep quiet or even lie( White lies? hehe)


Mood : Slightly Dark Cloud