开张大吉 or is it?

Yes~ It's the opening day of my new blog~~
But well not exactly a happy entry... :X

Understanding Of Myself
Sometimes I dont really understand myself...
What do I want for myself?
What's my priorities for now?

Growing up sucks big time
But lucky... i still able to Ku Zong Zuo Le
Trying to put on a happy face is getting harder and harder already....
I still remember when I am younger.. I still percieve myself as a optimistic guy
hehehe let's hope I won't change..

Thoughts about R/S
Sometimes I crave for a relationship... yet... hard to find
Or maybe the right one didn't come.. or perhaps is my character problem...
Someone once told me that you should wait for the right one, what happen if there isn't any right one? Lonely all my life? LOL!

Lonely all my life.. I should have already accepted that when I first believe that I am a homosexual. Guess.... What i really need is just warmth and body contact bah.


Hmm.... let's see....
I guess the only happy thing is at least my life is more busy right now...The gathering days ago i guess is quite good also.. actually makes me more human. Thats what i need for now
Wont be so bored too :D
If not whole day people will hear me say bored bored bored lol.

Temperless
Some people say that I don have temper... but actually. to me, it's not that i don have temper.. just that we have different perspective on the seriousness or type of things that matters.But i do agree in generally i don have much temper


Believe in Others
I believe people in what they told me... in the sense that they do not have any reason to lie to me.Sometimes funny things do happen though

I rmb once during a gathering
Someone bought quite a number of Canadian Pizza
And I ask the person how come buy so many
She told me "My father owns canadian pizza"
LOL~ And I actually do believe her.. in the end of course i was corrected lol
They laugh at me for being guillble lol
But to me.. doesnt really matter.
Everybody happy can already.
But of course , this incident doesnt count at trusting them or they lying to me.. it's just a joke :D

Straightshooter / Honest ?
Sometimes I can be quite blunt or straightforward in my way of talking. But thats because i believe I really have my friend's interest at heart. Somemore, guessing what people actually mean takes too much strength and effort.
Of course.. if i believe the stuff that i say will be very hurting, I will prefer to keep quiet or even lie( White lies? hehe)


Mood : Slightly Dark Cloud